You’d never know it from reading this blog, but…
I’m actually a pretty happy person. I’m thankful for what I’ve got, and I know things could be a lot worse and indeed are a lot worse for many people (though I’d never say that to someone else, as I think each person’s problems are hard for them and should be respected, regardless of who has it how much worse).
So yes, I am certainly cheerful most of the time. I love my family and my kitty cat, I like daydreaming about everything, I enjoy writing (I am finally picking up the poetry again, after having no muse for a very very long time). I spend my time playing games, doing crafts, thinking, listening to music, and I am currently using various free internet sites to learn Esperanto (I highly recommend it!).
My sister Bee read this blog and commented that it was sad, so figured I’d update and tell any readers out there that I’m not overly depressed or suicidal or anything. I won’t lie and say that there is not constantly an underlying sadness… but it’s not overwhelming me usually!
Speaking of fun, I am going to borrow Bee’s camera and post some pics from our trip to Salem, MA last weekend. She, my husband, and I went. We had a slammin’ time and I spent way too much money (that she kndly gave me. Bee is my best friend and the greatest sister ever made by God). I even bought some “fertility oil” that I’ve been wearing. I’ll tell more about it when I make my Salem post… I’ve been wanting to make some other mentions of magic stuff and fertility (he he, sounds crazy, you’ll see).